Heyyyy

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So I’ve disappeared again. Become addicted to Instagram, so if you’re on there please follow 🙂
Chikadee51377

Total weight loss as of today is 29.7lbs!!! Wearing size 2 (down from size 6) pants and size S-M shirts (down from L-XL) It feels amazing to feel and look so good 😀 Starting the workout part of my new lifestyle, not so fun lol.

I need to start writing again, any specific topics anyone would like me to write about? 🙂 I’m sure you’re all sick of my weightloss posts by now 😉 I’ll post the epilogue of my reincarnation piece here later today. Still unedited but hey.

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Theme Song

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This song sums up the new me absolutely perfectly 🙂 Last year was ROUGH. I just am in love with this song, go and pre order Lea Michele’s first solo album Louder.

“Cannonball”

Break down
Break down

Break down
I was scared to death I was losing my mind
Break down
I couldn’t close my eyes I was pacing all night, oh, no,
I think I found the light at the end of the tunnel (and my doubts)
I couldn’t find the truth I was going under

But I won’t hide inside
I gotta get out, gotta get out, gotta get out, gotta get out
Lonely inside and light the fuse
Light it now, light it now, light it now

And now I will start living today, today, today
I close the door
I got this new beginning and I will fly
I’ll fly like a cannonball, like a cannonball, like a cannonball
I’ll fly, I’ll fly, I’ll fly like a cannonball

Freedom
I let go of fear and the peace came quickly
Freedom
I was in the dark and then it hit me
I chose suffering and pain in the falling rain
I know, I gotta get out into the world again

But I won’t hide inside
I gotta get out, gotta get out, gotta get out, gotta get out
Lonely inside and light the fuse
Light it now, light it now, light it now

And now I will start living today, today, today
I close the door
I got this new beginning and I will fly
I’ll fly like a cannonball, like a cannonball, like a cannonball
I’ll fly, I’ll fly, I’ll fly like a cannonball

Break down
I was scared to death I was losing my mind
Break down
I gotta get out into the world again

And now I will start living today, today, today
I close the door
I got this new beginning and I will fly
I’ll fly like a cannonball, like a cannonball, like a cannonball
I’ll fly, I’ll fly, I’ll fly like a cannonball, like a cannonball, like a cannonball
I’ll fly, I’ll fly, I’ll fly like a cannonball

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/leamichele/cannonball.html

I’ve been busy

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Becoming ‘girly’

Been doing my nails

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Also my hair

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(Super excited for my hair feather extentions to get here!!)

Also its snowing. Finally!

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Annnnnd TSFL update, I am down 14.7lbs and only 12lbs away from my first goal weight! 😀

Long sleeve purple and dark blue shirt pics are me this week, purple tank top pics are when I started

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And I ordered a pair of pants (size 4) and 5 shirts (size med)! Super excited that my old clothes that were once too small are noe fitting. Like that dark blue jacket, I could never zip it and it squeezed my arms to death but now its kinda big! 😀